it might just all be a facade

Thursday, July 27, 2006;

♥ 7/27/2006 07:26:00 AM

i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna be apart again
i dont want a lonely heart
again>>

hellooos! (:
honestly, i dunno wats up with tt enthusiastic greeting. afterall, carissa and i are markin ppl off our goody-goody list and putting their names into the AWFUL BLACK list
agree, carissa?

okays, was havin a swimmin pool analogy today morning during assembly.
isnt it wonderful to have a principal, who comes up with the most ~~ridiculous~~ sensible analogy with everything on earth?
like today, the swimming pool.
how wonderful. =
uhhur, had physics prac. edmund and nirma changed places
edmund, dont cry.
nirma, stop grinning like a retard. (:
and in case carissa is lookin out for new posts on my blog:
carissa, i know youre waiting to sit next to me. (:
heh.

i just love pissin carissa off, seeing her roll her eyes. and then try HARD to keep her smile.
which you totally failed
heh
uhhur. (:

i love weds! (:
i dunno why, i just love it. rofl

had s2e. my butt seriously hurts OOKKAYYYS.
ouchhh, maybe i should suggest to the school
bout the issue of having cushion'd stools in the lab, instead of the present wooden ones.
it hurts your butt real badly. =
went for drill ltr on.
seeing how the sec3s take charge. being the new seniors and all.
makes me wonder
maybe afterall, our batch din do a really good job in groomin the sec3s to be competent leaders hur? ):
and that thought makes me go all the way down
RAHHH`
and yesh, i officially declared yuliang as the MADDEST PIG on earth.
hah, you stink.
go and die.
(:

fri's rehearsal for ndp.
ohno! ):
ive got no boots.
)):
cries-

btw.
is my post on mon being shown?!
i cant see it. but my friends insist they can see.
)):
awwhhhh.
blogger hates me hur.
=

cos im over it already
like finally;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006;

♥ 7/25/2006 07:30:00 AM

its hard to believe
that i couldnt see
you were always there beside me
though i was alone
wtih no one to hold
but you were there beside me
this feeling's like no other
i want you to know>>

aha! carissa's fave song of the day hur?
(:
lets see, 4days since we had the handover.
and wats tt im feeling now?
totally weird. =theres no more tues meetings, when we all pack food to the rcy room and eat.
no more late nights, rushin our proposals to send to teachers.
no more hectic friday afternoon, tryin to get everything in order.
no more late night debriefs, til the security guards come knocking at the rcy room door.
no more after-redcross supper.
no more rushin out lesson plans.
no more FRIDAY REDCROSS TRAINING to look forward to. ):
and tts saddddd.
one piece of advice to those who're still inredcross.
treasure your time in there. you'll be really lost if you get out of it.

anyways. today was really horrible. ): to a CERTAIN EXTENT though heh
cheena, m.chan came in and startd scoldin us.
wat a ~~great~~ day to start off a mon. -.-
amaths, was so productive as ever. ((:
humans, smth tells me tt theres smth wrong with the male taechers. =mr ow scoldd the whole bunch of us. ugh. =\ =\ =the rest of the day, was simply boring and BORING.
stayd back after with ppl to finish up work. uhhur.
den being ultra nice, i companied a mermaid to eat. (:
came home. finishd my phy work. ((:

ILY. =DDD

tag replies;
carissa>dear, though youre really horrible and mean. but thank you. for being there for me. i'll miss working with you. (: esp those nights when we rush thru the lessonplans. hah!
kevin> awh. retard'd fool? anyways. thanks for coming on farewell!!! heh
jacq>uhhur. (:
yuanhaosir>lol
cheryl>helloooos! (:
elton>im fine, hows you? hah. indeedd. for a LONGGGG time you mean? lol.

and as our lives change
come what ever;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Saturday, July 22, 2006;

♥ 7/22/2006 07:14:00 PM

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you>>

last night is such a beautiful night. (:
felt the breeze?
felt tt nice cooling wind against your cheek?
felt as though the stars are just right above you and you could even feel them?
to me, the night was AWESOME.
but the sad thing was
it jus had to end SO SOON
):

farewell06 last night.
wells, seeing how juniors run bout the school lookin for us and makin sure tt everything goes on as plan.
memories of how MY BATCH ran bout the school. checking and double checkin tt everything's in order.
uhhur. it seems as though, the previous night was just farewell05.
nirma and i would get ready to be the emcees for dinner
the foyer would be all set up, with tables and decorations all ready
den chanel and yuliang would get the seniors down
dinner began
afterwhich, we had ppl to bring the seniors to the audi
the farewell night itself den began
blahblahblah
we sang SAY IT ISNT So with its lyrics changed
den it was handover parade
kevin sir gave me SINGAPORE IDIOT cos basically he said i act'd like one online -.-
but anyways, yeah
chairperson; chanel
vice; yuliang
discipline; brandon(1st) wenfang(2nd)
training; nirma(1st) carissa(2nd)
admin; yunxing
treasurer; xiangfeng
welfare; saleha(1st) simon(2nd)
den we had last parade
when leon sir's last command made practically all of us cried
awhhh
but SNAPPP!
reality hits me
last night was OUR FAREWELL. farewell06
when its our turn to leave and let the sec3s shine. =so yeah
dinner was uhm, cool?
with leon sir in front of me, using my camera to take some pics of him. EEWKS
den the few os us went to courtyard. and started chatting
(:
proceed to the audi and the night begins.
uhhur.

alrights. my speech last night was horrible + terrible.
but still, i meant every word i said last night. (:
SEC1S; thank you ALL for joinin this family. i trust tt y'all wont regret your choice.
y'know, y'all showd me that great ENTHUSIASM in you, and tt placed a really great wide smile on my face.
once again, i like to thank you. for myakin my last yr in fmssrcy such a great one. ((: im SO GLAD to have gottan know y'all. but the sad thing is, i left w/o knowing y'all better. ); but still, keep in touch i hope. (:
uhhur. y'all have the potential to become really awesome leaders, go all out for it. rmbr, watever the setbacks are, DONT GIVE UP.
we, seniors, are always here for you guys. always (:
SEC2S; and you! hah, though theres only a handful of you guys. but yeah, i hope tt y'all nvr will give up on yourselves. (:
for ian, ronald, darren esp, thank you so much for coming. and makin us leave fmssrcy with a smile in our hearts. (:
and everyone of you ppl. thanks for the aeroplane note? hahas, and EVERY OTHER THING.
SEC3S; alrights. so you all had took over already. uhhur. work hard alrights!
tessa> work hard girl. get over your disappointment and strive hard to become an awesome leader. rmbr. i nrv gave, not plannin to either. all of us believe in you. (: uhhur, so im awaiting, when i come back next time. i'll see you as a leader. (:
the exco> helloos, newly appoint'd exco. make us proud, yeah? sure, there will be times you all quarrel, cry, and fall out just cos of trival matters. but dear all, i really hope to see each one of you grow into great leaders. i wanna see all of you working tgt as one, and pullin thru this journey tgt. in time to come, you will find tt, with friends and exco. the journey isnt too hard. (: trust me. i await to see y'all tgt, with a label; the happy family. ((:

sec4/5s ncos; hellooos! (: mymymy, another yr pass by so fast! ):
but still, thank you for being there there. just helpin us out. esp during jtc06. oh gosh! our major event, and it went well. cos of your presence and help and everything. ((:

to the BESTEST exco; alrights. we spent a heck of a fun time workin tgt for the past 1yr hur?
(: though there were many childish disputes and disagreements over the slightest matters. til we fall out over trival matters. but dear all, im grateful there were you. just rooting in the exco. (:
sure, there were times when we wanted to give up. and we still managed to pull it thru. (:
farewell to redcrossyouth for now. farewell to our friendship? NEVER.
ILY'ALL.

we will still be
friends forever;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006;

♥ 7/19/2006 06:20:00 AM

cos afterall
youre my wonderwall>>

hurhur. mon start'd off with an accident. =\
hmms tuesday start'd with a sweeet chapel. (:
the school hymm begin sang. awhhhh, wat great memories flood back. hah, rmbr in the pri school. every mon we'd sing fairfield sch song. every fri, we'd sing sch hymm.
but still, school hymm sounds much much better. ((:
ohoh, with cheena Os over, every chinese lessons seems so SLACKKK.
like chanel carissa brandon and i would gather and start talkin bout rcy.
and and today, carissa came up with the lamest game, that uses your two thumbs. as a results, brandon cried. cos he finally found a game tt matches with his IQ.
uhhur. brandon, im happy for you. (:
and though chanel din say anything. i bet she floating happily, cos she found her fave game. a game tt she can finally understtands and play well. (:
chanel, im happy for you too.

anyways, theres a huge fight before chinese class. bw me(the victim) and some idiotic pig, called chanel. and in the end. she toreoff her phy tb cover pg cos she lost the fight.
wat a sore loser

online-in is fun today. (:
with retards like kevin. enshao. jacq. and chanel
(again. notice whenever i mention'd reatrds idiots pigs or watever. her anem is always always being said. aha!)
oh yeah, a note to carissa; do you love me THAT MUCH tt you have to KEEP stealing glances at me during lessons? and yeah, to mention my name is your post? y'all, no matter how much u tried to get my likin, im sorry. you fail'd. (: cos its being occupied! wahahahhas.

alrights. enshao made me saddd

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
u must come okay. ):

you give me the best mixtape i had says:
see how lor

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
nirma and i will hate you if u dont come. ):

you give me the best mixtape i had says:
okay lor

you give me the best mixtape i had says:
i cant come la

you give me the best mixtape i had says:
smth on

you give me the best mixtape i had says:
tsk

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
walao

and chanel made me hate her MORE.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
OHOH. WAT U GONNA WEAR FOR BOTTOM?!

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
SHUT UP.JUST SHUT UP SHUT UP

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
PAMPERS

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
mamy poko pants!!

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
YAY

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
HAHHAHS! cool.

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
yea!

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
is there best dressed? il'll win it with my sexy pampers!!

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
wahaha

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
but no mater how sexy the stuff is, it wont be already when its on you!

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
=D

kevin has been added to the conversation.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
SHIT YOU CHANEL

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
i hate you

all things bright and beautiful says:
you'll have to get some eye protection if not u'll get soreeyes the moment you wf

kevin says:
haha wad horrible dress is she gonna wear?

kevin says:
lol

all things bright and beautiful says:
banana leaves and mamy poko pampers

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
oh I LOVE YOU WENFANG

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
OHOH. WAT U GONNA WEAR FOR BOTTOM?!

all things bright and beautiful says:
SHUT UP.JUST SHUT UP SHUT UP

all things bright and beautiful says:
PAMPERS

all things bright and beautiful says:
mamy poko pants!!

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
so so much

kevin says:
fight fight fight

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
wonder whos the dumb one who tore her phy cover pg out today

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
so dumb

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
whOS THE BIG BULLY SPEAKING NOW

kevin says:
woo cat fight starting!

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
MEOOOW!

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
shutup chanel

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
use your brains for once wenfang.tsktsk

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
i wodner whos the stupid one who went to BANG her head against the door. plus the inetrcom box.

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
oh!! im so sry i didnt mean it. i forgot you dont have one

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
one day im gona sue you for all my injuries.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hahahhahs. funny

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
for wat? u got bain damage?

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
brains wenfang. BRAINS

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
oh wait. how can u possibly hurt yourself. when youve got no brain

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
when you have skin tts freakin thick

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
in another words, youre like a wood. (:

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
no brain nor brians. no nth.

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
oh really?

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
@#$$%%^&^*

kevin says:
lol

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
im just wasting my time talking to people like you.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
same here

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
ok people is thewrong word. freaks.yea.=)

kevin says:
here also!

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
so what horrible dress are u gona wear freak>?

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hahahhahs. i forgot. CREATURES like you have no brians. thus, they have absolutely no idea what they are
talkinbout

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
its okay, i'll forgive u

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
firstly, im not gonna wear a dress, cos i dont have one. if u would use your brain
(oh finee. you dont have one, so use your butt)

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
and since u said im gonna wear pammers. i shall. (:

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
ok i'll bring extra for you since you'll shit too much

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
ohya.the market wonthave ur size la.butt too big.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
ohoh. but i though u colllect pammers?

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
u should have a WIDEEE veriety of brands and sizes wat

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
shut her up kevin.haha

kevin says:
=)

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
shut her down, kevin

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
slap her

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
whack her

all things bright and beautiful =) says:
u uncivilised barbarian

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
you horrible idiotc moron

kevin says:
this is for u guys * points middle finger*

congrats chanel. u made me laugh the most time today.
i officially announced that youre the world's dumbest clown. (:

uhhur.
3 more days to farewell. ):

we'll still be
friends forever;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Saturday, July 15, 2006;

♥ 7/15/2006 07:33:00 AM

if you get there before i do
dont give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i dunno how long i'll be
but im not gonna let you down
darling wait and seee
and between now and then
til i see you again
i'll be loving you
love me>>

had a fun fun fun day today! ((:
after school, decided to call macs.
while waiting for the delivery, we studied.
UH-HUH! we did. ((:
food came!

and
carissa sound hiliarious over the phone.
LMAO. ((:
but carissa, without your spastic-ness. retarded-ness. idiotic-ness. i wont <3>

tts her! (:

so yeah, we had our absolutly awesome lunch. =D =D =D
wanted to visit the unit. havin firstaid class.
so in the end.
we had phototakin session. ((:

the girls plus brandon

when life gets too tiring. do this =

but we survived. cos there are friends. =DDDD

they help'd me survive thru my fmss life. (:

we're tryin to say; life's good without brandon. =DD

i like this! =p

oh yeah. after tt. we settled down and start plannin where to meet and wat to wear for farewell. we are train'd to plan beforehand! (:
went back redcross room. carissa yx and i startd lookin back and reflecting.
a whole 8 yrs (or 7yrs for carissa) in redcross. so many memories. sadd and happy. sweet and tough. time jus seems to really FLYYYYY past. and there it is, next week. our farewell. is tt the end of redcross and us? =X
i'll post up another entry when farewell draws closer. (:

den enshao and hidayat came. hahas. enshao. you suck. (:
always mkain me laugh like an idiot. UGHHH.
chester came with a casualty, johnathan. lol. the funniest casualty ive ever came across. i kept laughin and laughin and laughin. =ppppp
then juniors came up. mass phototakin session. =D
left with carissa, my new found dear. <33>yuanhaosir> we're more than close. we're a real happy family, ALWAYS. ((: ty sir!
carissa> ILYx3
joel> im NOT a bugger okays! ):
jacqq> you horrible girl! how coul;d u call me DOGGIE? ughhh. and i swear im gonna get you for tt ultimate hist class. when i got so famous for a split sec. watch it. (: im serious.
chanel> photos are great without me but photos are GREATER without you!
lalee> BOO!
Fish> helloos! (:
cheryl> I LOVE YOU x infinity. ((: i screwed mine up too. ):
leon> mine is the correct and accurate version! =DD
welfare> youre so sweet. i love love love you!! thank you so much for being in the exco and being there for me, lookin after me. heh! LOVEEE <3333 welfarrreeeeeeee ="p">

tts my beloved welfare! =D

DEAREST EXCO> words failed to express my love for y'all.t ahnk you so so much for being there. guiding me supportin me and engouragin me to go thru those hardest and toughest time. i grew, becos of y'all. LOVEE <333>joshuakong wants his name up here. (:
see? dearest consultant. mr butterfinger. horrible terrible fat disgusting yucky idiot irrtating dumb mermaid. youre famous already. (:
aha! ihateyou. my enemy. xDDD

you look back
and relflect;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Monday, July 10, 2006;

♥ 7/10/2006 07:13:00 AM

someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue>>

im gonna create a post to reply tags! ((:

yuanhaosir> haha! i dont watch worldcup. but somehow carissa seem'd to be brainwashin ppl to support germany by drawing germany flag over her hand, etc. ROFL. funny girl. ((:

cheryl> ignore him! i bet he jus know it too! hahas.

joel> i tag'd on your blog!! and yeah! im hell bored. =\ NOT a bugger though! =p nice NOT TO A EXTENT! its nice to a infinity extent! aha!

clara> helloos! ((: im finee, just tt im missin you! <3>

jacq> my hands just rot cos i typ'd your name. my ears are stinging from your singing! hahas. and of cos im nice!!! =D =D =D cos im willing to befriend you! you lucky arse. hah!

joel> how could u ask somemore to bully your mei de?! UGHHH! ):

lol. seeing my tagboard flood
makes me feel loved. =D =D =D
ohh! carissa!
germany clinch'd the 3rd position hur?
=p

im holding onto
those memories that seemed
w o r t h l e s s;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

;

♥ 7/10/2006 06:55:00 AM

i love you you love me
we're happy family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too>>

OHOH! i had such a FUNNNN day on friday. ((:

the early birds. (:
oh, plus this retard whom i went holland with.

you call her, the GERMAN FREAKK (hah shit, im so gonna get cream by her in sch =\)
xiangfeng chanel carissa and i sat at a 12seats table, and start'd crappin and lauhgin like the whole swensens belongs to us or smth. hah! FUNNN! ((:

yunxing came! <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4154/471/1600/101_0498.jpg">

carissa! they owe us pumpings hur?
the girls

after a whole 45mins of wait, the rest of the exco arrived. <33
ATTACK!

icecream fight. (:
TARGET: MS SHAMSIAH

then..

aint is cool to see how, a bowl of nicely colour'd earthquake
becomes

MUD. =
afterwhich, we got down to some really serious discussions. (:
we left at bout 10.
chanel had a great day!

saleha felt harassed ): look at her smile

fangs to the rescue. ((:

carissa forcing yulaing to act cute. and he refused.

she got angry. he nearly cried.

he prefers me hur. =p

but anyways.
the night end'd young. with all 10 plus teachers 12 feeling happy!
carissa and chanel said they loved tt night.

in short.
7th july night at swensens was AWESOME. (:
hope the friendship stays FOREVER!!

dearest exco: i love you guys so much.
words cant express the love in my heart.
ILY! <3333

SPREAD MY JOY;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Friday, July 07, 2006;

♥ 7/07/2006 07:12:00 AM

the colour of blue
reminds me of you
i never see grey green black
youre true>>

oh, tml's friday! ((: school's ending early, at twelve? =D =D =D
plus, the exco's going to holland for our last exco meeting. D= D= D=
awh, its sad. knowin tt it will be our LAST meeting as a whole exco. but the last meeting was the plannin of jtc06. and i catn wait to meet up with the whole 9 of them again! hahas. PLUS PLUS PLUS there will be cameras. aha! get the drift? ((:

rachel jane me joshualim!

this is DUMB okays.
blogger STOPS me from uploading more pics. wth. -.-
so yeah, one pic for y'all to enjoy =\

waitin for jacq to finish sendin me the songs.
UGHH! ive been having spliting headaches often nowadays. ): its so bad tt i need to take 3 disgustingly gross tasting panadols. D= D= D=
UGHHH!

BArium Oxide - Jean Carlos is really good for a kiddo says:
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noobOi

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
wth

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT you TWIT! you TWIT

and thats when the whole convo end'd. -.-

tag replies!
joel> helloos! i did rmbr okays! its just tt someone's tagboard was down! =p anyways, its great seeing you again! hahas. seems like the spider is attract'd to you or smth, cos its gone after u left! (((:
cheryl>lol! SHHHH! carissa will kill you! =p
zx> but its still cool. (:

that's it, i hear my bed calling my name. =X
nights!

terrible nightmare;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Thursday, July 06, 2006;

♥ 7/06/2006 06:40:00 AM

tarzan is handsome
tarzan is strong
he is cute and his hair is long>>

receiv'd this email;

Why wedding ring should put on the forth finger

Pls follow the below step, really. god make this a miracle.

1、首先大家伸出两手，将中指向下弯曲，对靠在一起，就是中指的背跟背靠在一起。
(Firstly, show your palm, centre finger bend and put together back to back).

2、然后将其他的4个手指分别指尖对碰。
(Secondly, the rest 4 fingers tips to tips).

3、在开始游戏的正题之前，请确保以下过程中，5个手指只允许一对手指分开。
(Games begin, follow the below arrangement, 5 finger but only 1 pair can split).

4、请张开你们那对大母指，大母指代表我们的父母，能够张开，每个人都会有生老病死，父母也会有一天离我们而去。
(Try to open your thumb, the thumb represent parents, it can be open cause all human does go thru sick and dead. Which is our parents will leave us one day).

5、请大家合上大母指，再张开食指，食指代表兄弟姐妹，他们也都会有自己的家世，也会离开我们。
(Pls close up your thumb, then open your second finger, the finger represent brothers and sisters, they do have their own family which is too they will leave us too).

6、请大家合上食指，再张开小母指，小母指代表子女，子女长大后，迟早有一天，会有自己的家庭生活，也会离开我们。
(Now close up your second finger, open up your litter finer, this represent your children. Sooner or later they too will leave us for they got they own living to live)
7、那么，请大家合上小母指，再试着张开无名指。这个时候，大家会惊奇的发现无名指怎么也张不开，因为无名指代表夫妻，是一辈子不分离的。
(Nevertheless, close up your litter finer, try to open your further finger which we put our wedding ring, you will be surprise to find that it cannot be open at all. Because it represent husband and wife, this whole life you will be attach to each other).

真正的爱，粘在一起后，是永生永世都分不开的。
(Real love will stick together ever and forever)

在命相学上也是这样

大姆指代表父母 (Thumb represent parents)
食指代表兄弟 (Second finger represent brothers & sisters)
中指代表自己 (Centre finger represent own self)
无名指代表配偶 (Fourth finger represent your partner)
小指代表子女 (Last finger represent your children)

seriously, go try it. cos i tried and i cant seem to seperate my forth fingers too! lol. =\

oh, anddd farewell's coming soon. REAL SOON. =\
seeing how hard the juniors tried to keep their plans away from us. kinda reminded me of how hard WE tried to keep the plans away from our seniors! hahas.
wells, farewell's coming. my whole whole 8 years of redcross life would end.
farewell to redcross? i hope not. =\
but still, its a blessing i guess. the simple joy seein how cadets grow from juniors to become seniors. how they gain leadership qualities and become a leaders. the simple joy that makes your whole face lit up. =D =D =D

come what may;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Monday, July 03, 2006;

♥ 7/03/2006 05:43:00 PM

cross my heart and tell no lies
no one's leaving you behind
just becos we said goodbye, baby
cross my heart i do believe
in my hopes and in my dreams
i'll be taking you with me, baby>>

dumdeedum.
i dunno why m i even here. rofl.
anyways, zx was bugging me to block him online. and i did, after he promised me cotton candy. ((:
well, zx you BETTER gimme my cotton candy. or i shall bite you! CHOMPP!
=D
ohh anyways. i still cant believe brazil lost and got of out world cup. hahas.
THOUGH I DONT WATCH WORLDCUP. everyone ive met along the road seems to be singing praises for brazil, and so i ASSUMED its good. =\
but yeah, seriosuly. i CANT wait for world cup to finish. and so, the ppl who always gather'd at the coffeeshop downstairs would get a life and buzz off. =X =X =X
its irritaing okays, everytime you try to watch dvd or such. and the ppl would get madd by screamin GOALLLL.
ughh. horrible terrible. =X

anyways. my damn fan is spoilt. making weird noises when i on it. :(
and and and JOHN! how do you have chem test tml, when we donthave any chem lessons tml?
rofl. your FAILED attempt to be funny. =p
plus, enshao! all the best! =D =D =D

my eyecandy;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

;

♥ 7/03/2006 08:19:00 AM

rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, im sorry
feeling like a fool cos ive let you down
now its too late to turn it around
im sorry for the tears ive made you cry
i guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
i jus dont love you no more>>

this song is nice! i'm lovin` it.
sundayy! (:
anyways, i was friggin1 nice today cans! and i mean it. ((:
i did my chem homework.
PLUS
i did my biology worksheet.
PLUS
i finish'd my tuition homework. (which is only assign'd today!)
PLUS
i finish'd typing out the instructions for the phy project!
ahahas. ((: after completin so many assignments in one day. i feel GOOD. =D =D =D
so ppl, praise me!
(:

at randon again. =D

BArium Oxide says:
where is my money?

BArium Oxide says:
where is my money?

BArium Oxide says:
where is my money?
where is my money?

BArium Oxide says:
where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?where is my money?wh

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
oh yeah! my secre said you din call her or look for her la

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
i was at aust the whole day, jus reachd home like at 10.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
so tired.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
and shutup. BAO!

BArium Oxide says:
screw your secretery!!!screw your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secreteryscrew your secretery

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hahas u wanna screw her? oh nono. she got a bf!

BArium Oxide says:
i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....i just want my money.....

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hahas okayyys! enough

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
i'll treat u a real edible BAO on tues, so stop whining.

and im glad he did stop whining after that. (:
but WAIT! i was wrong.
after a period of time ltr.

BArium Oxide the pest says:
anyway nice talking to u for once

BArium Oxide the pest says:
and u better give me my $$$

BArium Oxide the pest says:
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
wat once? everytime you talk to me, you better be grateful tt im willing to spare my precious time talkin to you, dirt.

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hah. money-facced!

BArium Oxide the pest says:
i think pest sounds better'

BArium Oxide the pest says:
pls dont call me dirt

BArium Oxide the pest says:
if im dirt what is edmund? mud?

BArium Oxide the pest says:
shit?

*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
edmund? nopes. he calls himself SAND.

the main point here is to, notice his nickname
=X

hah. view this http://dengjie.com/temp/bird.swf. and laugh your arse off, lit erally. (:
okays, anyways.
its a bother to reply tags on my tagboard, so since im blogging, im gonna reply tags here. ((:

zengsian> awh shit. i hate your change of name. eewks!! change it back. (:
barium oxide> y'know. i JUST got to know why you call yourself bairumoxide. =X BAO! and you pest. stop bugging me.
yuanhaosir> GOT!!! hahas. there MUST be okays! =p and yeah, brods actually not bad la, but compared to JUZB. hehes! not good! =ppppp kidding.
dian>ahahs. (: thanks for your tag. surprised tt you were even here. and uhm. i'll ignore your second tag. (: thanks for your footsteps, girl!

you were this close
yet that far;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Sunday, July 02, 2006;

♥ 7/02/2006 08:11:00 AM

i used to think
i had the answers to everything
but now i know
that life doesnt always goes my way
feel like im caught in the middle
tts when i realised>>

for those who's still livin in your own dreamland or what-so-ever and hadnt realised.
school'd had already start'd for 1 weeks. ughh.
yesh, meanin all the darn stress plus irritaing textbooks that come hauntin after you ever in the dreams had officially start'd AGAIN.
everyone, say AWHHH.
=\ =\ =\

anyways. school's been fine? at least ive been doing my homework. (:
now, your jaws drop.
but yeah. im surprised too and for the first time im actually willing to go read thru my hist tb. ((:
ive been neglecting my maths ever since school started! ): and my phy esp has been collecting dust! ughhh
y'know. i like studying. but i hate crammin info into my already-puny brain and mug like shit.
):

actually i dunno why m i blogging. i seem to lost my touch of blogging already. hahas. ive absolutey nth to blog down here. even if i have smth to blog bout, i cant blog down here. ):
hahas, and for situations like this, im so grateful there's this thing call'd diary. =D =D =D

heres at random!

BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
u just lost ur bet
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
u owe me 10000
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
euros
*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hahas. sure. i'll write a check for you and get it from my secretery tml. beofre 11am, if not i will tear it.
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
haha u talk cock
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
ok meet u where loser?
*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hmms. i think i'll be flyin to aust for a meetin or smth. so you'll contact my secret.
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
NOOB NEWB LOSER
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
TUE show me ur passport
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
trying to be funny
*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
hahas. not funny. im not laughin!!
*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
=p
*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
and stop calling me noob. you arse
BArium Oxide - Play hard Study hard says:
NOOB
*/fangs_ i see a bigger picture_ says:
ARSE

tts irritain person who preferr'd himself being calld a BARIUM OXIDE is dj by the way. (:

oh yeah. i saw you. with the sign perfect starngers written all over our faces. =\
i hate this feeling alrights. the feeling of seein someone, whom you used to hold so clsoe and dear to your heart, now walkin past you, standin right in front of you. yet you could do nth other than look away and walk past quickly.
i really hope things would be fine b/w us. tt we would still gather around in cliques, laughin and chatting bout our life and stuff. but for now. its seems jus tt impossible. ):
did i cause tt much trouble in your family that til now, it seems as though im still being blamed by you?
did i cause tt much unhappiness in you that til now, it seems as though youre tryin so hard to avoid me and get me out of your life?
did i not do anything correct thru-out tt 363 days that til now, it seems as though you hated me?
...
yeah, maybe i did. maybe to you, im just an irritant thats been buggin you ever since we know each other. tts been causing you the troubles. or to put it simply, maybe now. im already in your hate list or watever.
sighs. i din want things to turn out this way. i thought tt i was right from the beginning, but sadly. i wasnt.
the feeling just stink. to realise after 363 days tt the person you hold so so tightly to your heart wasnt the one-to-be. to realise after 1 year tt your heart still aches everytime you got remindd of the past. to realise that the next love would no longer be the same, cos HE will still remain in your heart somehow or another. =X
i dunno. i knew i shouldnt be feelin like this, cos afterall wats past already past. and theres no point crying and doing some stupid stuff over it.
but jus ytd, i spend a whole half an hour in the toilet crying like madd.
i dunno. =\ =\ =\
the feelin just stink terribly alrights.
its like telling your mind not to cry, cso you jolly well know tt when you start crying, you cant stop. but the terrible horrible tears would just keep flowing and flowing.
its like tellin your mind to smile instead of crying, cos you know tt at least you were once happy. but the tears would continue flowing.
its like teeling your mind tt memories are there to make you feel happy and to remind you of simple happy stuff. but the tears never did stop.
y'know. i written a 3 pg long dairy entry, and its all all all bout you. ):
bout how i actually hate myself for not gg up to you and say hi. for not wavin to you. for not even dare to look into your eyes. ughh. knowin its might just be one of the last times im seeing you. ):
ughhh. i dunno
i just, hate this feeling.
FULL STOP.

for those helpless times, im thankful for ppl like szemian and jkong.
szemian, thanks for being able to make me laugh like madd outside school yd. (:
and kong, thanks for all the advices and sense youve knock'd into me. (:

i'd do anything
just to hold you in my arms
to try to make you laugh
somehow i cant put you in the past;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.